Daniel was questioning me for about an hour last night and i was giving him one or two word answers purely because i don’t want to tell him. He went “why are you so hidden and secretive”. So i had to tell him i only trust two or three people with my life because how many people have left me in the past and fucked me over. He was saying that he wouldn’t and all that. Still don’t believe him and i probably would never believe him like Paula, Nicole and Yasmine. He wouldn’t leave me alone and was saying stuff like ‘He will make me a better person and solve all my problems’. It pissed me off severely because i am most likely one of the nicest people anyone can meet, that’s why they take advantage of me. They take advantage of my kind nature and the fact i have this strong urge to never disappoint someone. I just can not do it. I don’t even know anymore, it’s horrible.